What a Piece of Shit I Was

I'm going through an intense spell of remembering what a piece of shit I was. In adolescence and puberty. Ages 11 - 17, I would say. Maybe I was honing my game in the earlier years of that window. But the amount of stupid, shameful, degrading, disgraceful stuff I packed into those years ... where did I find the time? And I was still incredibly messed up after that but in an introverted way. Not acting out so much.